Vital Social Issues n' Stuff with Kelley Anne

On a roll... check it!

2009-05-05T14:27:00.001-03:00

Nyle "Let The Beat Build" from Nyle on Vimeo.

At Long Last!

2009-05-02T12:47:00.002-03:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hVGZLgJz3Is

To Blog or not to Blog...

2009-04-13T22:51:00.001-03:00

I've decided I want to keep blogging but I don't know how to upload videos or change my settings so I feel stuck... please send help!

I Love Charlie Brown Christmas! What I love even more is the soundtrack... who knew piano could be so much fun?!

2008-12-18T19:44:00.004-04:00

Barenaked Ladies

2008-10-02T22:03:00.003-03:00

At the Y today I got chatting in the locker room with a lady who I know a little from aerobics classes (she's in her late fifties/early sixties) when she proceeds to fully undress... I avert my eyes and dash off. Now we are in a locker room... but I still find it uncomfortable. THEN after class she chats with me again as she fully undresses while looking me in the eyes and engaging me in conversation. I've never had sisters so this whole thing freaks me out. And it brought back memories of the Y as a kid when I was dropped off for swimming lessons on my own (my brother with his own change-room to maneuver) and there were naked women everywhere. And pregnant naked women. And old naked women. And it was a bit much for me as a child and I hated the locker room. And it still is and I still do.

Overheard this weekend...

2008-09-14T12:55:00.004-03:00

From the minister at my friend's wedding:

"You may be widowed. You may become estranged. You may become divorced. But you'll never become unmarried."

Later that day in between the ceremony and reception:

"A nine year old girl in my class asked me where to buy condoms!"

You know you live in Kitchener when...

2008-09-10T21:06:00.002-03:00

Driving home in Kitchener, on a busy street, I'm forced to seriously slow down to a ... trot because there is a horse drawn buggy in front of me right there smack in the city-- complete with couple and child all dressed in black! I'm too amused to care that it's going to take me quite a while to get home! And I don't know how to turn this underline off...

Look what I killed...

2008-08-14T21:59:00.002-03:00

Sorry Charlotte... you give me the creeps!

Case Closed

2008-08-05T18:50:00.004-03:00

Rose (happily married to friend from university):

"Kelley, did any of your university friends marry friends from university?"

Kelley: "Hmmm.... no... not one."

Rose: "Really! Most of our Queen's friends married friends from Queen's... weird."

later that day....

Kelley: "Cheryl, I was talking with Rose and she was saying how most of her university friends married friends from university... and realized none of ours did. Weird eh?"

Cheryl: "Kelley, we went to Guelph."

O Canada!

2008-07-02T18:42:00.005-03:00

My mother has been doing her own "clean sweep" of her home and as a result I have acquired many a box of things from my childhood. Sorting through it the other day I found a document from grade one or two about Canada! Not bad spelling eh? Enjoy!

I'm proud to be a Canadian citizen because our country is: peaceful, we have clean air, we have beautiful flowers, good health care, we have freedom, good hospitals

What does "citizen" mean? Citizenship means a member of a country by birth or by choice.

I can be a good Canadian citizen by... not vandalizing, not littering, not stealing, not hurting anybody.

And then I coloured a Canadian flag. My teacher commented: "Wise ideas!"

Snail's Pace

2008-06-23T22:17:00.004-03:00

So I went for a good, long walk today.... after way too much on and off rain all day it was nice to escape outside where it had strangely cleared up-- blue sky, sun on its way setting slowly. And I came across 10 snails. They were all together. And it reminded me of a song that Beth left for me on a Mix CD (note: I LOVE mix CDs) in my car. It's called "Snails" by The Format, and despite some profanity... I enjoy it!

Snails see the benefits
The beauty in every inch
Oh, why, why why why oh why
You're quick to kiss
Baby, maybe, I spoke to soon
I'll touch you once
You make the first move
Snails see the benefits
The beauty in every inch...

7 Weeks Out

2008-06-17T16:30:00.005-03:00

And... I'm back. Malawi and Tanzania (including Zanzibar, see above) and a stop over in London, England.

The truth is I don't like taking pictures. So I didn't really take any pictures or know where my camera was for most of the journey. I did have kind friends (e.g. Darren, Jillian) who took photos for me and now have shared their photos with me. I did take the safari shots... that's why they're not as good :) but we did see lions (look closely) and giraffes and elephants (and zebras and wildebeasts not pictured).

Couple neat things about Zanzibar:
1. We were there to show the JESUS Film. And got to see the site of the last open slave market where a church now stands. The picture of me and the cross is in that church and the cross is made with wood from the tree where David Livingstone's heart is buried.
2. There was and still is no power on the whole island. (and little to no running water as a result)
3. Beyonce was on the island "taking pictures" I think this means she was doing a photoshoot, sadly we didn't see her :)
4. I did run into a guy I met from Scotland last spring break-- bizarre!

The Island

2008-06-17T16:04:00.003-03:00

I miss 'em already!

2008-06-17T16:04:00.002-03:00

And some Safari!

2008-06-17T16:03:00.005-03:00

A little more Malawi...

2008-06-17T16:02:00.002-03:00

A glimpse of Malawi...

2008-06-17T16:01:00.000-03:00

And I'm Off...

2008-06-17T16:00:00.000-03:00

Thanks Kirsten and Jill for the sweet send off :)

Latest Favourite Quote

2008-04-22T23:55:00.006-03:00

"I have to tell you I support this relationship not working out."

-Francis to Jack; The Darjeeling Limited

Relevance?

2008-04-19T13:54:00.002-03:00

I went for a walk today and I walked into a local Christian book store looking for a biography on David Livingstone which they did not have. What did catch my eye though was their most prominent bookshelf with the heading "Relevant". And I smiled. And I thought: 'hmmm should I assume than that the rest of the books in this store are therefore irrelevant or somehow less relevant?'

What does that mean?

For me the real amusement, and maybe this is letting my own theological colours out, was that I'd have probably marked said section "Irrelevant"...!

Not quitting my day job...

2008-04-19T00:04:00.003-03:00

So today at Zumba class our instructor had a couple class participants help her lead... and who was called upon for one set... me!?! It was a little embarrassing but also fun and I can do the whole thing "smiling" which I think led to another instructor tackling me after saying: "I think I spot a future Zumba instructor!?" She talked to me about where she had her training etc. Definitely the most encouraging thing I've heard today ;) Zumba!

Zumba is a fitness program inspired by Latin dance.

Accountability...

2008-04-14T22:10:00.003-03:00

So... a little truth and honesty here.
Today is day one of giving up TV and media (radio, news) for a week. A fast if you will.

This is in response to a challenge from Pastor Mark Driscoll after listening to one of his online sermons.

And I'm up for it.

TV and media don't really rule my life per se. I don't have cable but do soak in my parents cable when I visit. And I do maximize my two channels. It does have a hold in my life; it's how I relax, unwind, even escape (ooh TV on DVD is best for this, which I gave up for for Lent, but I digress...).

And tonight I found myself working later, tidying and spending more time on facebook as a result (the latter which is probabley not serving "the fast" much)... we'll see how tomorrow goes!

20/20/20?

2008-04-11T20:58:00.002-03:00

Yesterday... I somehow put two contact lenses into one eye and didn't realize until one in the afternoon!

My Top Five Albums for Cruising

2008-04-07T14:50:00.005-03:00

1. "Graceland" Paul Simon (ideal for road trips)

2. Tom Petty and the Heartbreakers Greatest Hits (ideal for road trips)

3. "Bed time Stories" Madonna (ideal for city bopping around)

4. "August and Everything After" Counting Crows (ideal for long road trips through farmland etc.)

5. "Aretha's Gold" Aretha Franklin (also for city and wailing along with her as you cruise ;)

2008-04-06T20:16:00.003-03:00

Guess what I saw today... this means spring is here right? Despite the snowfall on Friday the sun was shining today-- I only needed to wear a blazer to church-- not mitts, hat or heavy down feathered coat. Blue sky abounds and I can hear birds chirping in the morning... which I'm not jazzed about but it beats dogs barking (think: downstairs neighbour who I think neglects her dogs and I don't even really like animals that much).

I want to buy some bubbles, play hopscotch, skip or skip-it and wear skirts!!!
Hurrah! It's about time!

I read this yesterday... love it!

2008-03-12T19:19:00.003-03:00

Tales from the Optometrist's Chair

2008-03-03T19:32:00.002-04:00

So... I had an eye appointment today. And the optometrist was a little too friendly. He was curious about my job, then again a lot of people are... but he called me "Kell" twice.

And I'm an excellent candidate for laser eye surgery he says.
Hmmm... lasers... my eyes... I don't think so.

The good news is my rods and cones are all in order.

Time for some new specs!

My Oscar Top Five of 2008

2008-03-01T14:59:00.008-04:00

1. My man Daniel Day Lewis winning for best actor; he'll always be Hawkeye to me...

2. Best dressed: Helen Mirren and Cate Blanchett love the purple!

3. I wanted to be Kristin Chenoweth in her big song number from Enchanted! Singing and looking fabulous and getting carried around...

4. Although I think Juno got robbed for best picture (and truth be told haven't seen No Country for Old Men) what a heartfelt speech from Diablo Cody!

5. And... my new favourite song "Falling Slowly" from Once! I'm obsessed. And props to host Jon Stewart for making the time to let Marketa Irglova give her thanks on the Oscar stage!

I really noticed this night the contrast between the writers, directors and actors-- how do they all work together to do what they do? And when they do it and get it right- yeah, let's honor that!!

Twisted Sister

2008-02-24T18:21:00.004-04:00

The following program contains graphic violence, mature subject matter and scenes which may be disturbing to some viewers, viewer discretion is strongly advised.

How twisted am I? I find these warnings before television programs helpful, not because it offers me insight into what TV programs to avoid and the upcoming content and what not, but because I can run around, grab a snack, catch up on some other stuff around my apartment and be back in time for when my TV program resumes without missing a beat due to the 'alarm function' of this warning.

Watching Dexter last night I thought the announcer gave particular emphasis to "strongly"

in his cautionary warning, like: what kind of sicko are you to be watching this? Do your parents know you're watching this? Your pastor? Are you sure you want to go through with this? Right now, for Dexter, oh yes I am... it's deliciously twisted.

Africa

2008-02-23T22:26:00.006-04:00

I am traveling to Africa on a mission's trip this spring to Tanzania and Malawi for almost seven weeks. I've never been to Africa before and I'm really excited. I've always wanted to go!

I'm thinking I should start preparing... I have been practicing my African geography on this game I found on the internet. I have looked into what to pack. I have- praise the Lord- all the funding I need to go. I have my shots booked for March... ouch. But I don't think I've totally wrapped my head around the reality of this pending trip. I've read books about Rwanda and South Africa and Kenya in the past... but I need one for this area! To get into the culture/climate/life a head of the game...

Any book ideas?

The Year of Technology!

2008-02-01T00:19:00.000-04:00

Why hello! So... it's been a while. My computer was dying, I could barely handle checking work email let along doing anything "fancy" online. And I may have even physically assaulted my computer once or twice as a result. But now I'm back... with my sweet white hot macbook- ooh la la!!

New year; new computer; new printer; new dvd/vcr; new telephone... what's next?!

And in case you think I've been indulging a little may I remind you that most of my tech up to this point was years old, some even decades (!?)... including my 15 year old stereo which I still have and use!

Ah... the Atlantic

2007-08-17T01:28:00.000-03:00

I've got to send some shouts outs to Bryan for giving me a drive when I needed one last minute, Amanda for showing up at 8am to help me clean my kitchen-- she cleaned my whole fridge-- and for Jillian who came by for the final sweep to send me off and pray.

To be continued...

Halifax Homes

2007-08-17T01:25:00.000-03:00

Check out the colours!

Some Goodbyes...

2007-08-17T01:07:00.000-03:00

With Sarah and baby Naomi and my Zee girls

Going Away Party

2007-08-17T00:43:00.000-03:00

Such fun! Kendra and Amanda. Ted, me and Heather. Kawai and I enjoying pretzels. Thankyou hostess Jillian... next time we need to get a pretty picture together.

p.s. some one (maybe Gilberto or Luke) got a shot with me and all the students... I want it!

May Vaca

2007-08-16T23:50:00.000-03:00

at a quiet lake in New Brunswick... it was like the trees were drowning... thankful for good times with Courtney and Jack Bauer.

Backburner

2007-08-16T23:47:00.000-03:00

You may have noticed I took -- shall we say--- a hiatus from blogging for a few months. The truth is I've been meaning to blog about leaving Halifax, pictures of the send off party, shout outs in my top fives and what not... but I've been too sad to think about it. I had to just put it on the backburner because whenever I thought about how I'd left Halifax it was too hard, I was too sad and I knew come August it'd truly sink in.

All summer moving forward has been challenging. This finishing then that finishing meaning I was closer to August and really settling into/building a new life there. And I know this is where I'm supposed to be. I'm so excited for what God has for store for me in Ontario. But it's still hard. The friends. The ocean. The water pressure from my Jubilee apartment's shower. How I'll miss those things. How thankful am I for the time we had together. And so... here comes the pics of what I've been up to since...

Top Five People of the Week

2007-05-24T11:55:00.000-03:00

Here they are...

1. Miriam Zee

2. Rebekah Zee

3. Marianna Rankin

4. Esther Lau

5. Cliff Pratt

Honorable mentions to...

Anna Jien, Deborah Wong,

Rod Alm and Sarah Barrett.

2007-05-23T22:47:00.001-03:00

"We measure our growth by making sure we don't repeat the same mistakes
over and over."
-Dr. Cox, Scrubs

I had a profound moment the other night watching "Scrubs"and let this quote sink in. I think I sometimes measure success by not making mistakes at all. Silly KelleyAnne.

Top Five People I'm Going to Miss...

2007-05-21T10:41:00.000-03:00

(more than I realized)

Naturally moving away from Halifax I'm going to miss my friends and coworkers and what not. But I almost got emotional today at the doctor's office... which got me thinking about the people I'm going to miss more than I thought! The people "from my neighbourhood" if you will! (cue Sesame Street theme song...)

1. My doctor. She's so sweet and coptic orthodox. On my last visit she told me she's always happy to see me because it brightens her whole day! She was sad to hear I was moving because she said she would miss me. She gave me a hug to say goodbye and wished me well-- reminding me to call her if I ever needed anything!

2. My superintendant: Bob. He's great! He called me yesterday to finalize some things and greeted me with "Hey Sunshine!" and proceeded to call me "love" and "darlin'". I love these terms of endearment! And I love knowing he's just a phonecall away if there's trouble in the building and if so-- he's on it. And I don't have to re-paint my walls!

3. Joe Zee. There are a lot of people I'm going to miss from church and Joe (Rebekah, Miriam and Sarah's dad) is definitely one of them! Each week at church, without fail, he greets me with a huge hug. I actually joked in a Christmas card to the Zee family that I get more love on a Sunday morning from their family than from my own all year (as in physical affection, mom: if you're reading this- relax). And truthfully, I'm not much of a "hug" person... but man! I'm going to miss Joe's greetings at church.

4. My hairstylist: Mischaela (see pic). She is full of pep and style. I trust her with my hair and last time I visited simply stated: do whatever you think is best/needs to be done! Also, check her out this summer on a Canadian reality tv program to see if she's the last stylist standing (she couldn't tell me the results, she's sworn or um, I guess, contracted to secrecy, it airs this summer).

5. Melissa (the cardio dance instructor). Her energy, stamina and innovative cardio classes make it a joy to work out! I want to take her with me! I'm going to write her a note so she doesn't have to wonder why I've stopped coming out to class.

p.s. don't fret it won't be all melancholy and the infinite sadness, fun send-off pics (from fab party: thanks Stows!!) and new top five in the works!

Home

2007-05-18T20:00:00.000-03:00

I can still recall listening to "She's Leaving Home" by the Beatles, Echo packed to the max, while pulling out of my parents' drive way and embarking on the journey to Halifax, Nova Scotia: my new home. That was almost three years ago! Incidentally I hadn't exactly been living at "home" for ages, only about the past eight months (just back from Asia), but something about leaving the province and living by the ocean made it really seem like I was on the brink of something new; an adventure: full of unknowns and possibilities... like I was free.

One week today I make the journey back. I still haven't decided on the music that will play me out... but Halifax has totally become my home these past three years, making me a bit of a nomad again until I get settled in Kitchener-Waterloo come August.

I realize the last ten years I've lived in several different cities for chunks of time; four years in Guelph, two years in Asia, three years in Halifax. I wonder what the next ten will hold?

*stay tuned for a few melancholy and nostalgic posts as I pack up my life

Top Five Reasons to Watch "The Hour"

2007-05-15T11:07:00.000-03:00

1. "Mile a Minute." He doesn't just give you the news, he explains it a little!

2. "The Newsstand".

3. Eclectic guests.

4. He has his own "Top Five" lists!

5. After watching it consecutively... I start to think he is my boyfriend!

Rumour Has It...

2007-05-08T21:30:00.000-03:00

Yesterday at "Aerobic Groove" my second favourite class at the Y, the instructor got talking about cheerleaders as we were working out to Huey Lewis (which was such fun! it'd been a while since I heard any Huey) which got me thinking about the rumours that people have spread about me in the past!

Top Five Rumours About Me:

1. I was a cheerleader in highschool. (false)

2. I got 100% on my first year Calculas exam (this is way false: I didn't even take Calculas... apparently I can't even spell Calculus!). It circulated not at my university but in my hometown with parents of friends from highschool and I don't know to this day who was trying to ruin me with such nonsense!

3. That I was dating this boy or that boy. The earliest from my memory was when I was in grade four and a boy in grade five kept telling everyone we were dating and that was news to me. (never gonna happen Scotty: false!)

4. That I was dating the lead singer of Coldplay my fourth year of university (okay... maybe I started that one... it started as a joke and I ran with it... and back then he was just "the lead singer" not a household name).

5. That I was arrested for sharing the Gospel of Jesus Christ. (also, false... but perhaps more probable than any of the others in some respects...)

2007-05-07T22:45:00.000-03:00

"Does He even love zombies?"

-blurted out by a boy in grade one during the kid's service at church where the leaders were emphasizing how God loves everyone... I couldn't help but crack up! I mean... of course he loves zombies.

I love these guys and I miss 'em already...

2007-04-27T23:11:00.000-03:00

Cute Meet

2007-04-25T00:23:00.000-03:00

Is it me or are too many people falling in love and getting engaged these days? I'm counting four in the last three weeks... maybe there's more! So a tribute to meeting that special someone. My favourite "cute meet" in a movie:
Meet Joe Black, the "coffee shop scene".

COFFEE SHOP, NEW YORK CITY - DAY

A thriving eatery diagonally across from the hospital'sentrance, customers cheek-by-jowl as a pair of waitersjuggle breakfasts served to a noisy throng of doctors,residents and interns.Susan has squeezed into a seat in the corner. A counterman,with a smile and a greeting, places a cup of coffee in frontof her. A sense this is a daily ritual, arming herself forthe day; immediately she becomes aware of a man behind herspeaking into the pay phone.An attractive YOUNG MAN, early 30's, a pair of suitcase athis feet, a raincoat slung over his shoulder.

YOUNG MAN ...Honey, you've got to go on... there's a time to sow and a time to reap, you sow now and forget about him... yeah, I liked him, I don't like him anymore... because you're my honey and anybody messes with you messes with me -- I'm on a plane in a minute... as soon as I get my phone in, you're my first call, that's a promise... where you going now?... good, hit the books, get that degree, one day we'll hang out a shingle together... you bet, honey... later.

The Young Man hangs up, turns around and sits down to anoverflowing plate of eggs and meat, potatoes and toast, thecounterman refills his cup and the Young Man ties into thebreakfast, eating it with such relish that Susan can't takeher eyes off him. He senses her eyes, glances over, hischeeks filled with a mouthful of food, swallows embarrassedly.

YOUNG MAN Good morning, I was talking kind of loud there, sorry.

SUSAN Not at all. It was fascinating.

YOUNG MAN Oh yeah? What was 'fascinating' about it?

SUSAN You and 'Honey'?

YOUNG MAN My kid sister. She just broke up with her boyfriend and she's thinking about dropping out of law school.

SUSAN I'm sorry --

YOUNG MAN Nothing to be sorry about. That's the way with men and women, isn't it?

SUSAN What's the way?

YOUNG MAN Nothing lasts.

SUSAN I agree --

YOUNG MAN Why?

SUSAN I was just being agreeable, now I've got to explain why?

YOUNG MAN I'm not trying to sharpshoot you, but that 'nothing lasts' stuff, that's what was the trouble with Honey's guy. He was fooling around and Honey caught him at it. One girlfriend wasn't enough for him.

SUSAN So you're a one-girl guy?

YOUNG MAN Damn right. Looking for her right now. Who knows? You might be her

Susan laughs.

YOUNG MAN (cont'd) Well, don't laugh. I just arrived in town, got a new job -- I'm trying to get into this apartment. You a doctor?

SUSAN How'd you know?

YOUNG MAN Everybody's a doctor around here. This apartment house is all green pajamas and slippers. The guy I'm waiting for to vacate is a doctor. What kind of doctor?

SUSAN Me? Internal medicine.

The Young Man smiles.

YOUNG MAN So if I needed a doctor, you could be it?

SUSAN I could be her.

YOUNG MAN 'Her'.

A moment.

SUSAN Yes, I could. (a moment) I have an office in the hospital.

YOUNG MAN -- This is my lucky day. I arrive in this big bad city and I not only find a doctor, a beautiful woman as well.
Susan looks into her coffee.

YOUNG MAN (cont'd) I'm sorry, you mind my saying that?

SUSAN Not at all.

YOUNG MAN How 'bout another cup of coffee?

SUSAN I've got patients coming in --

YOUNG MAN And I want to get into my apartment and go to work-- but I'd still like that cup of coffee...

Two pots are warming behind the counter, he reaches over and refills her cup and his. Pushes a container and pitcher to-wards her.

YOUNG MAN (cont'd) I see you use lots of sugar and cream. Me, too...

They smile at each other, fix up their coffee.

LATER...

COFFEE SHOP, YORK CIY, DAY

The place has cleared out now, the counterman busy bussingtables laden with dishes and cups, Susan and the Young Manare still at the counter, but about to leave.

YOUNG MAN ...It's kind of a pro bono job.

SUSAN 'Pro bono'. That means doing good -- Going to be doing good all your life?

YOUNG MAN I know what you're saying. Doesn't pay very well. Depends on the woman I marry. Maybe she'd like a bigger house, a better car, lotsa kids, college doesn't come cheap --

SUSAN You'd give up what you want for the woman you marry?

YOUNG MAN I would.

Susan rises now, the Young Man with her, leaving money for their checks they head for the door.

YOUNG MAN (cont'd) If I married you-- an example--I'd want to give you what you wanted, I know it's old fashioned and all that, but what's wrong with taking care of a woman? She takes care of you.

SUSAN You'll have a hard time finding a woman like that these days --

YOUNG MAN You never know. Lightning could strike.Susan at the door now, pauses abruptly, her eyes on theYoung Man

EXT. COFFEE SHOP, DAY

The Young Man holds the door for Susan as they step outonto the street.Susan is staring at him now, he smiles, all open and vulnerable.

SUSAN I've got to go --

YOUNG MAN Did I say something wrong?

SUSAN No, it was so right it scares me.

YOUNG MAN I've been thinking... I don't want you to be my doctor. Because I don't want you to examine me.

SUSAN Why?

YOUNG MAN Because I like you so much.

(a moment) You have coffee here every morning, don't you? If I came by, could you give me the name of a doctor?

Another moment.

SUSAN Sure, I'll give you the name of a doctor. (a moment) ...And I don't want to examine you.

YOUNG MAN Why not?

SUSAN Because I like you so much. Now I've got to go.

She hurries away down the sidewalk, the Young Man watching her. Now he turns and starts off in the opposite direction.

ANOTHER ANGLE - SUSAN: She looks back at the Young Man, then turns and walks on.

ANOTHER ANGLE - THE YOUNG MAN: He looks back at Susan as the distance between them widens,now he turns and walks on.

ON SUSAN: She looks around once more but the Young Man is still headed in the opposite direction, his back to her. She turns the corner and continues on... He's looking back at her and gets hit by a truck.

Cruisin'

2007-04-21T18:54:00.000-03:00

Just had my snow tires taken off, purchased a couple new tires (thanks for your help Jamin!), new fresh hair cut, the sun is finally shining-- even at 7pm still shining...

Spring is here!

Death Becomes Her

2007-04-19T21:46:00.000-03:00

Lately I have been thinking about the men in my life. And I'm not talking men in an ooh-la-la kind of way... I was thinking about the men who have helped shape my life, come alongside me and encouraged me and challenged me and been my friend. I was thinking about who I would like to be my pallbearers.

So... if something happens say a freak accident (I am lefthanded ;), or I die tragically yet ever so sweetly in my sleep you can inform my parents that I've listed out who I would like as my pallbearers in the back of my red and white striped notebook with the lighthouse on it.

Author's note: I've always been a little morbid. There's a secret about me. I've definitely spent more time thinking about my funeral than any potential wedding.

2007-04-17T20:06:00.000-03:00

I just had one of those encounters where you're out... say at the video store... and the guy that works there smiles and says hi to you in a way that it's like your old pals when you really haven't even been to your favourite video store in awhile because of the new vending-machine-type one down the road that rents really cheap... and you actually dont' recognize him but it's kinda nice being friends with him and then you pass by him again and you both smile knowingly (?) and then you go to the counter and banter together and you know you've never come across him before but you start thinking forget that vending-machine I like interacting with real human beings on a regular basis no matter what the cost... but what does that mean about banking? Hmmm...

Did I mention it's rainy season and I've been working from home all day inside?
Wind whistling, rain pouring on the outside.

I love this picture...

2007-04-16T22:52:00.000-03:00

but it's soooo small. Thanksgiving 2005.We were doing the belly laugh thing:

Christa, Kelley, Kendra, Jocelyn

2007-04-03T18:18:00.000-03:00

"my favourite animal is steak"

I saw this quote today and I think it's funny and I don't even like steak!

Palm Sunday

2007-04-01T20:16:00.000-03:00

Somedays it's like a spiritual battle for me to go to church. I'm tired. It's early. I start to rationalize... e.g. I won't go to the main service, I'll just go to Sunday school because I have to go to Sunday school.

But it's always so worth it to get up and go!

And I had a lot of fun today at church.
From enjoying the praise and worship songs (the band all in rare form with suits and ties!) "You Never Let Go" and "My Savior My God" (my new favourite songs) to a heart warming send off video for one of the pastors to an impromptu A&W run inbetween services with some friends to my Sunday school kids and their antics. Then cake and chatter in the lobby with old and new friends.

Jesus to the Nations!

2007-03-27T17:43:00.000-03:00

Saturday night at "Jesus to the Nations" Halifax's missions conference.

(pics: Esther, Me, Kawai, Anna; Me and Meagan; the view from the seating behindthe band and finally Mrs. Best and I!)

Celebrity Look-a-Like?

2007-03-24T11:28:00.000-03:00

Okay... so my curiosity got the best of me and I tried the celebrity look-a-like thing on the Heritage site. But here's the thing.... my celebrity look-a-like: James Spader. Most noteabley from "Pretty in Pink" in the 80's now he's on that lawyer drama on television. And I don't think this thing is so accurate because all of my other look-a-likes had dark black glasses just like me... so it was more like here are all the celebrities that wear glasses just like you. Me and Groucho Marx... sure.

Piper on the Brain

2007-03-14T19:58:00.000-03:00

The greatest enemy of hunger for God is not poison but apple pie. It is not the banquet of the wicked that dulls our appetite for heaven, but endless nibbling at the table of the world. It is not the X-rated video, but the prime-time dribble of triviality we drink in every night.
–John Piper (A Hunger for God)

2007-03-13T18:23:00.000-03:00

If I could have my own staff ...

I would want a personal stylist.

Five Things for My Two Favourites This Week:

2007-03-08T19:36:00.000-04:00

(Vanessa and Sarah that's you two!)

In response to their "tags" I will share five things you don't know about me:

1. I was in a radio commercial when I was a kid.
2. My highest marks in highschool were always in art and drama.
3. I didn't pass "crew" level in sailing at camp because I hit the sailboat against the dock.
4. I still have my tonsils... and I want them out!
5. I've been enchanted by Justin Timberlake.

I tag these five to share theirs if they dare!
The Barretts, Bryan and Tim (my blog friends), Tara, Wendy

Top Five As Recently Awarded... and then some

2007-03-06T18:22:00.000-04:00

1. Marianna
2. Jonathan (at DAL)
3. Brookelyn
4. Wendy
5. Lauren

Beth and I

2007-02-28T20:26:00.000-04:00

Arthur's Seat and Edinburgh View

2007-02-28T20:22:00.000-04:00

Glasgow with Marianna

2007-02-28T15:44:00.000-04:00

Castle View

2007-02-27T16:38:00.000-04:00

from where we stayed...

Scotland

2007-02-27T10:23:00.001-04:00

Who: 25 students, 1 student intern, 5 staff, 1 Abby
What: "Prodigal Son Project"
When: Feb. 16- Feb. 25, 2007
Where: Edinburgh, Scotland
Why: Change the World!

Jennifer, Scorsese and More!!

2007-02-26T09:53:00.000-04:00

Things I Enjoyed about the 79th Annual Academy Awards...

1. The montages... they're always my favourite part! I love movies and I love those movie moments. It stirs my heart.

2. The fashion! Jessica Biel, Cameron Diaz and Rachel Weiz were my faves.

3. Ari Sandel's speech for "West Bank Story"... it got me wondering if he was single.

4. The artsy emphasis from the contortionist/shadow puppetesque team to Ellen (and Seinfeld's) comedic moments to Will Ferrell, Jack Black and John C. Reilly's song.

5. "The Departed" wins! I totally called it months ago. It's an excellent film... but yes, unsuitable in the "Focus on the Family" sense. I still think Leonardo should have been nominated for best actor for that role.

And can I just say that I adore Jennifer Hudson- man she can sing! She looked fabulous!!
Move over Beyonce there's a new diva in town!!

(Stay tuned for my U.K. update... I'm still jet lagged... still processing)

So Loved

2007-02-15T22:11:00.000-04:00

My Valentine To You!

2007-02-14T09:26:00.000-04:00

Remember this? Enjoy!

http://www.resqwest.com/wa/gap_movie.mov

Walk On Water

2007-02-11T19:54:00.000-04:00

... is probabley my favourite Neil Diamond song. Today I walked on water. Frozen Water. A frozen lake. And I was all apprehensive... thinking of afterschool specials etc. So I walked on Long Lake and then all over Long Lake, and the ice was thick so you could run and slide, some parts were covered in snow so our steps crunched and the sun was shining brightly. There were other people and their dogs out for the adventure too! Next step... swimming the lake this summer!

Copy Cat

2007-02-08T19:40:00.000-04:00

So this is the second post I've "borrowed" from someone else. Hopefully they won't mind! But I've been forwarding the link to so many friends that I wanted to post it myself! I found this sermon really helpful for many reasons but mostly because it helped me understand my own frustrations with certain "emerging" camps...

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Contending in Context

"to contend for the faith that was once for all entrusted to the saints"
-Jude 3

I just listened to this sermon and really appreciated it. It's long and heavy so be prepared.

http://www.desiringgod.org/ResourceLibrary/MediaPlayer/1833/Audio/

2007-02-05T17:56:00.000-04:00

Ohmygosh. The funniest show on television is: Arrested Development. If my brothers* and I were in communication I would tell them to tune in and we would laugh together.

*Note: Jon, you would sooooo love it! Picture "Final Countdown" at a funeral. Call me already!

Top Five People I'm Angry With

2007-02-02T19:23:00.000-04:00

1. Tim
2. Beth/Vanessa
3. The person who works at the bank that didn't call me to talk to me about changing bank fees.
4. Cassidy
5. My brothers

"Don't forget your angry eyes!"

Monkey's and other animals

2007-01-28T22:53:00.000-04:00

Right now the new musical artist in my life is Gary Jules.

Lines like: "the monkey's in my heart are rattling their cages" are too much yet somehow I get him. Maybe it's just monkey, not monkeys... I'm too tired to look it up.

The lesson today for the little girls at Sunday school was how God made the animals: monkeys and all. They all love animals. Me not so much. I started out with: "Today we were going to talk about how God made the animals but you guys probabley don't care about animals right?" and they all shrieked in protest. They care about animals so much. It was a good class.

We also talked about how nothing is impossible for God (Luke 1:37) and for an assignment they had to write out one impossible thing they wanted to trust God with this week. One girl in grade two wrote that "Cassidy wouldn't be mean to me". She asked me how to spell "mean". I know from former pictures she's drawn for me, of Cassidy and me and her as cats, that they used to be friends. You forget how mean kids can be and maybe that's why animals become such treasured companions.

My New Anthem!

2007-01-22T00:03:00.000-04:00

Take that "The Fray"! Alas, I found this song from my new secret favourite tv show. Yes, there's remnants of my dear Bridget Jones' : "I like you-- just as you are". Having a good day. Maybe it's because I met a nice boy, maybe it's because I've got some good perspective on work and life, maybe it's because I had chocolate cake for dinner. Shhsh! Don't tell my mom.

The Way I Am
-Ingrid Michaelson-

If you were falling, then I would catch you.You need a light, I'd find a match.
Cuz I love the way you say good morning.And you take me the way I am.
If you are chilly, here take my sweater.Your head is aching, I'll make it better.
Cuz I love the way you call me baby.And you take me the way I am.
I'd buy you Rogaine if you start losing all your hair. Sew on patches to all you tear.
Cuz I love you more than I could ever promise. And you take me the way I am.
You take me the way I am.You take me the way I am.

A Year

2007-01-21T17:58:00.000-04:00

So I realize I've been "blogging" for a year. And like other "bloggettes" that I know, namely Janette and Jill, I'm wondering whether or not I should keep it up. And if I do-- should I change the template, format etc. etc. One of the reasons I started the blog was because I was pretty much addicted to Kirsten and The Barrett's and I thought I'd have some fun with it. And I hate email.

Before I started I recall thinking I'd just end up using it for evil so should I bother? I don't want to cultivate evil in my life. But sadly, I think I have succeeded a bit with that with this very blog.
And I should be seeking to eliminate evil in my life. Perhaps a kinder blog where everyone who reads it are my favourites of the week... where I talk about what God's talking to me about... Hmmm.

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Forrester: Paragraph three starts...with a conjunction, "and." You should never start a sentence with a conjunction.
Jamal: Sure you can.
Forrester: No, it's a firm rule.
Jamal: No, it was a firm rule. Sometimes using a conjunction at the start of a sentence makes it stand out. And that may be what the writer's trying to do.
Forrester: And what is the risk?
Jamal: Doing it too much. It's a distraction. And it could give your piece a run-on feeling. But for the most part, the rule on using "and" or "but" at the start of a sentence is pretty shaky. Even though it's still taught by too many professors. Some of the best writers have ignored that rule for years, including you.

-Finding Forrester, 2000
(check out the soundtrack for that cool "Somewhere Over the Rainbow/It's a Wonderful World" song by Israel Kamakawiwo'ole)

The Y

2007-01-18T18:46:00.000-04:00

Wow. I just got back from my second "Cardio Dance" class at the Y. It was an 80's theme tonight which was such fun with songs like "Jesse's Girl" to "The Right Stuff" to "Wake me Up Before You Go-Go". We even did "Thriller" for the cool down. I felt like I was in the movie "13 Going on 30" or something?!

I joined the Y for the first time this year and I'm so thankful I did! I attended Y camp as a kid "Camp Queen Elizabeth". I actually worked there for two summers. Okay and I guess I did swimming lessons at the Y when I was a kid-- the changeroom was always a frightening place-- but this is the first time I've had a gym membership there complete with cardio dance classes!

An interesting thing about the Y is that when it was founded it was a leading Christian movement of campus evangelism.

The pic is of my friend Lee, who's also started getting back into the gym! She's going like "gangbusters!" as you can plainly see from her photo.

How to Save a Life

2007-01-17T21:04:00.000-04:00

Have you ever had a song thwart you? Everytime I've turned on the radio this week it's been the Fray, the Fray, the Fray. Why?

Two Things on My Mind

2007-01-15T23:59:00.000-04:00

As I stepped out into the bright snowfall from the darkness of my apartment I had two things on my mind: does God exist and some winter tires.

I Call this Song "Pancakes"

2007-01-10T20:57:00.000-04:00

In fact it's called "Table for Two" and is by Caedmon's Call. I heard them play live a couple years ago and much to my dismay they didn't play the song even though I kept calling out "Pancakes" which got someone yelling "Bacon". I love this song. Secretly sometimes I love being single. And sometimes I don't. Right now I'm in between. I bolded my favourite lines. Enjoy!
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Danny and I spent another late night over pancakes,
Talkin' 'bout soccerAnd how every man's just the same
We made speculation
On the who's and the when's of our futures
And how everyone's lonely
But still we just couldn't complain

And how we just hate being alone
Could I have missed my only chance
And now I'm just wasting my time
By looking around
But you know I know better
I'm not gonna worry 'bout nothing
Cause if the birds and the flowers survive
Then I'll make it okay
I'm given a chance and a rock
see which one breaks a window
See which one keeps me up all night and into the day

Because I'm so scared of being alone
That I forget what house I live in
But it's not my job to wait by the phone
For her to call

Well this day's been crazy
But everything's happened on schedule
from the rain and the cold
To the drink that I spilled on my shirt
'Cause You knew how You'd save me
before I fell dead in the garden
And You knew this day
long before You made me out of dirt

And You know the plans that You have for me
And You can't plan the end and not plan the means
And so I suppose I just need some peace
Just to get me to sleep.

New TV

2007-01-09T21:05:00.000-04:00

So I just watched the first episode of "Little Mosque on the Prairie". Clever title eh? It was a cute slice of Canadian life... jokes about Islam, Christianity and Toronto aside. There were lots of lines about conversion, terrorists and the handsome newcomer to lead the Mosque.

My church is up for sale right now and recently I wondered if they would indeed sell it to another religious group if the offer was made... hmmm.

Facts and Such

2007-01-09T20:24:00.000-04:00

* on average one out of every 85 births in Canada is twins
* in 1968 the first credit card came out
*by age two a child can ask for a product by brand name
* it was Jesus Christ who said "... the truth shall set you free." John 8:32
*10% of all people are left handed

Top Five People of the Week

2007-01-07T23:02:00.000-04:00

It's been awhile.

1. Mildred Vilbar
2. Daniel Richardsen
3. Evonne Sullivan
4. Matthew Hughes
5. Jonathan Myles

New Look for the New Year?

2007-01-04T21:25:00.000-04:00

2007-01-04T18:24:00.000-04:00

Ah to be back in Halifax where gas is 99.6, milk is $3.51 for 2L and
it's 7 degrees and sunny on January 4th?!

pics as promised

2007-01-02T19:49:00.000-04:00

2007-01-02T19:45:00.000-04:00

2007-01-02T19:40:00.000-04:00

Merry Christmas!

2006-12-24T17:24:00.000-04:00

For to us a child is born, to us a son is given; and the government shall be upon his shoulder, and his name shall be called Wonderful Counselor, Mighty God, Everlasting Father, Prince of Peace.

Isaiah 9:6

Daisy #1 Dog This Year

2006-12-20T19:58:00.000-04:00

This just in: Daisy, the westhighland white terrior or "westie", has surpased Sammy as the number one dog of the family.

For years Sammy has strutted about the house holding his title proudly... but one too many "incidents" on the carpet and his general above-it-all attitude and aloof behaviour has led to his demise. Sammy entered the family in 1997 and was pumped full of life saving steroids when we learned he had a serious genetic condition of "lion's jaw". The steriods incidentally stunted his growth, making him forever a puppy size and that much cuter, securing his reign in the family. Daisy came along in 2002, dethroning Sammy temporarily, being the novelty of a new puppy. Sammy was quick to regain the title though as Daisy grew bigger than him and simply because he's just so darn cute. I'm serious. He's even modeled for calenders and greeting cards.

Tonight over dinner though, looking down at Daisy's sweet eyes, the family agreed: Daisy is now the number one dog in the family. Sammy's out. Daisy's in. Time to take her for her victory walk!

(photo to be added in the new year)

Santa's Severed Head

2006-12-19T20:47:00.000-04:00

My mom goes a little crazy at Christmas with the decorations. Despite her efforts to scale back this year, giving three boxes of decorations away, it still looks like the Grinch stole Christmas and brought it right here!

One decoration in particular should have been in those boxes... a giant Santa's head. It's just his head. His beard lights up different psychedelic colours... but man is it weird. I was going to take a picture and post it but I don't know how to do that with my parents' computer. You don't want to see it anyway... too creepy!

No Cavities!

2006-12-13T22:59:00.000-04:00

I went to the dentist today and yay! no cavities! And I was finally complimented on my flossing.

Flossing= "the new brushing your teeth"

The worst part about going to the dentist is the 24hr period before in which you know you're going to the dentist. The best part is the cute guy in the waiting room... well, maybe that was just today.

2006-12-13T22:58:00.000-04:00

Anticipation... is like living in Christmas eve.

Tree Trimming

2006-12-12T19:25:00.000-04:00

Tonight my family decorated our Christmas tree. It's not as much fun as it used to be. There are a lot of orders and commands... missing hooks.

The ornaments from yester-year come out. You know the ones made from like a plastic spoon or pinecone or coffee creamer.

It's interesting to watch the family dynamics at work; even with one brother M.I.A.

I made sure Mariah Carey Christmas was there to spice things up a bit.

And the tree looks good.

The Ghost of Christmas Past

2006-12-02T10:58:00.000-04:00

I watched "Scrooged" the other night in preparation for the season while I worked on my Christmas cards.

Watching the movie made me remember how much I enjoy Bill Murray.

Top Five Favourite Bill Murray Films:

in alphabetical order

1. Ghostbusters

2. Groundhog Day

3. Lost in Translation

4. Rushmore

5. What About Bob?

Stranger than Fiction Indeed

2006-11-29T23:04:00.000-04:00

Saw the movie. Plus a couple others recently (A Good Year, The Nativity Story). They've all been inspiring in their own ways.

Thoughts From Stranger than Fiction:

1. What is more important a human life or a really good book?

2. Would I choose pancakes over life?
(and you may know how much I love pancakes...)

3. "Whole Wide World" by Wreckless Eric rocks.

4. My life is neither comedy nor tragedy; it's epic.

5. Rebecca Napier = Maggie Gyllenhaal

Hmmm... well tomorrow I'm going to Cora's!

The Valley

2006-11-25T19:21:00.000-04:00

Today I drove to the Valley. Blue sky and bright sun made for a beautiful drive over this picturesque area in Nova Scotia. I made a stop at Tangled Garden (pictured left, fall 2005). It is one of my favourite places in Nova Scotia. While the gardens were much more barren... being November and all... I was still able to sit outside lit and warmed by the sun and read. I also bought a few jars of the their coveted "Apple Sage Jelly" for Christmas gifts.

Stops:

Tangled Garden

Hennigars Farm Market

The Coffee Merchant

a book store

an art store

a pharmacy

the lookout (I don't know what this place is called but there's a gazebo and it overlooks the bay)

Spotted:

Acadia University

Horses

Sailboat at sea

Missed:

Alex Colville... I always want to track him down when I'm in Wolfville!

Thankful for Brothers

2006-11-23T07:02:00.000-04:00

It's my brother Jon's birthday today. He is my older-younger brother. We're only fourteen months apart!
As I circled his birthday on my calendar I realized his birthday is the same as American Thanksgiving which is funny because my younger-younger brother Mike was born on Canadian Thanksgiving! (but this year it landed on the Tuesday not the Monday holiday). When Mike was born my Dad wrote an article for the paper about "what we're truly thankful for" after the birth of his son. I think it was about healthcare.

Five Reasons I'm Thankful for Jon Today:
1. He defends my honor. (and incidentally has taken action to do so... let's just say I think he broke someone's nose in highschool)
2. We're very different but we have the same sense of humour; he makes me laugh!
3. He lets me call him Jonathan and be the "big sister".
4. He's passionate about history, music and kids and he's going to make a great teacher!
5. He introduced me to Camp Queen Elizabeth! Oh the memories!

*I don't have a good pic of him... so you'll have to settle for my Matthew Perry one.

80's Anthems

2006-11-19T19:07:00.000-04:00

Often I'll hear a song in a mall or at a restaurant and I'm reminded of the movie it comes from. Sometimes I can't even recall the band's name but I know the movie that featured it!

This past week I kept hearing this one 80's song "If You Leave" which led to this blog!

Can you match these 80's movies with their anthem?

1. Pretty in Pink

2. Mannequin

3. The Breakfast Club

4. Say Anything

5. Ferris Bueller's Day Off

A. In Your Eyes, Peter Gabriel

B. Nothing's Gonna Stop Us Now, Starship

C. If You Leave, OMD

D. Don't You Forget About Me, Simple Minds

E. Twist and Shout, The Beatles*

*not in fact an actual "80's pop song"... but popularized again in the 80's by this movie!

What to do?

2006-11-17T17:53:00.000-04:00

so... I received a letter in the mail this week from an elderly-- and I expect well meaning-- lady that is a distant family friend. The letter was dated November 3rd and after some salutations stated:

"I was very sorry to hear of your mother's death. She suffered much yet was so very courageous. You will miss her dearly."

Thing is: I talked to my Mom November 10 and she's alive. I haven't spoken with her yet this week although now I'm feeling that much more inclined to call her... but what do you do?

Do I call the lady and tell her? Do I write her back and tell her? Do I let it pass?

In Another Life...

2006-11-16T23:09:00.000-04:00

Do you ever think about other jobs that would suit you? According to an extensive profile I had done a few years back the career that suits me best is in the legal profession!?! But I think I would make a great casting director...
I have a compulsion where I write down the names of friends and who would play them in a movie/resembles them.

Here's a sampling:

My brother Jon: Matthew Perry
Tyler Mattheis: Daniel Craig
John Brunet: Matthew Macfadyen
Loni Smitts: Joan Cusak/Jennifer Garner
Joanne Hinzelmann: Barbara Hershey

2006-11-13T17:00:00.000-04:00

"Who's going to turn down a junior mint?
It's chocolate, it's peppermint,
it's delicious. It's very refreshing."
–Kramer

A convenience store war is brewing down the street.

Events:

-friendly neighbourhood convenience store shuts down practically overnight
-renovations begin
-new cleaner and more organized convenience store opens up in its place
-it appears to be family run (father and young son at the cash)
-building I never noticed was empty, across the street*, opens up with giant fluorescent Bristol boards announcing it’s “Coming Soon”… one of the boards declares that the guys formerly across the street are starting up again in this new location
-who will I go to for my convenience needs… hmmm… the old guys always let me buy change for laundry and had a fresh supply of junior mints, sometimes they’d shoot the breeze with me… but the new store is run by this nice religious family…

*it’s hardly even across the street… it’s two car widths and a couple sidewalks apart…

November Rain

2006-11-10T18:53:00.000-04:00

While I still can't fully recall the lyrics and tune to this Gn'R hit, I've been experiencing the November rain. I have a sturdy rain coat and even rain shoes... but the weather yesterday brought to my attention the need for rain pants. With the wind in Halifax the rain comes at you from all angles and an umbrella isn't necessarily your ally. Yesterday, the back of my pants were soaked through from a ten minute walk.

I'm not sure if it's a pathetic fallacy or what right now but the truth is...

I love the rain.